I know that the grapics in this page are non existant, but I am a computer illeriterat, and I just wanted to express my love for nirvana and Kurt Cobain

"A big 'fuck you' to those of you who have the audacity to claim that I'm so so naive and stupid that I would allow myself to be taken advantage of and manipulated.

I don't feel the least bit guilty for commercially exploiting a completely exhaused Rock Youth Culture because, at this point in rock history, Punk Rock (while still scared to some) is, to me, dead and gone. We just wanted to pay tribute to something that helped us to feel as though we had craweled out of the dung heap of conformity. To pay tribute like an Elvis or Jimi Hendrix impersonator in the tradition of a bar band. I'll be the first to admit that we're the 90's version of Cheap Trick or The Knack but the last to admit that it hasn't been rewarding.

At this point I have a request for our fans. If any of you in any way hate homosexuals, people of diffrent color, or women, please do this one favor for us- leave us the fuck alone! Don't come to our shows and don't buy our records.

Last year, a girl was raped by two wastes of sperm and eggs while they sang the lyrics to our song 'Polly.' I have a hard time carrying on knowing there are plankton like that in our audience. Sorry to be so anally P.C. but that's the way I feel.

Love,

Kurdt (the blond one)"

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3. Kurt's Life

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5. Death Certificate

6. Suicide note (give up on the murder theories people)

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8. Song List

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10. What People have said

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Suicide Note

To Boddah

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpletion who obviously would rather be an emascluated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true . I haven't felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about about these things. For example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins, it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddy Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the love and adoration from the crowd, which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you, any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage . I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do, God believeme I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a child. On our last 3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don't you just enjoy it? I dont know! I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be , full of love and joy , kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I've become. I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along and have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess. Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody, baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out then to fade away.

Peace, Love, Empathy Kurt Cobain

Frances and courtney, I'll be at your altar. Pleas keep going Courtney, for Frances. For her life, which will be so much happier without me.

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!

Note on the note- The black lines are from a fax machine accident. Courtney Faxed to some guy who I have forgotten, and it it turned out like that. He then gave it to the world via the net.

Bohhda was Kurt's imaginary friend as a child.

The shit that dosen't make any sence the Capt blah and the thing at the top are police markings

Get your own web page at Geocities

• I THINK THAT THIS IS CLOSE TO COMPLETE

1. About A Girl
2. Another Rule (The Rocker, Sappy "Gothic", Everything and Nothing, The Grasshopper)
3. Aero Zepplin
4. Ain't it a Shame
5. All Apologies (Mary, No Apologies)
6. Alcohol (High On the Hog)
7. Aneurysm (Any Rhythm, Come On Over)
8. Anorexisist Any Rhythm (Aneurysm, Come On Over)
9. Baba O'Riley (The Who)
10. Bad Moon Rising (Creedence Clearwater Revival)
11. Bambi Slaughter (Bambi Kill, Montage of Heck)
12. Beans
13. Beauratic Desire for Revenge Part 1
14. Beauratic Desire for Revenge Part 2
15. Been A Son (She Should)
16. Beeswax
17. Big Cheese
18. Big Long Now
19. Blandest (Situation Change)
20. Blew
21. Born in A Junkyard (Junkyard, Junkyard Song)
22. Break Me (Rape Me, Wreck Me)
23. Breed (Immodium)
24. Broken Mirrors (Lithium)
25. B.S. Jam/ Bull Sht Jam (Formaldehyde)
26. Buffy's Pregnant
27. Buzz Cut (Noise Bleed)
28. Clean Up Before She Comes Coxxyx (Blew Demo)
29. Come As You Are
30. Come on Death (Death Jam)
31. Come On Over (Aneurysm, Any Rhythm)
32. Cracker (Polly, Seed, New Wave Polly, Punk Rock Polly)
33. Crisco (Rock Whore)
34. Curmudgeon
35. D7 (The Wipers) (Straight As An Arrow)
36. Dance Dazed and Confused (Led Zepplin)(Jam, Dazed and Confused Jam)
37. Dazed and Confused Jam (Led Zepplin)(Jam, Dazed and Confused)
38. Death Jam (Come On Death)
39. Demolition (Gallons of Rubbing Alcohol FLow Thru The Strip, Sounds of Distortion)
40. Determined
41. Dirty Digger (Mexican Seafood)
42. Disco Goddess (Hairspray Queen, Midnight)
43. Dive (Guide)
44. The Dodge
45. Do It (tourette's, Downtown, The Eagle Has Landed)
46. Do You Love Me? (KISS)
47. Donuts Dough, Ray, and Me
48. Down in the Dark
49. Downer
50. Downtown (tourette's, Do it, The Eagle Has Landed)
51. Drain You
52. Drunk In Rio (It's Closing Soon)
53. Dumb
54. The End (The Doors)
55. The End of Music (Endless, Nameless, Here I Am)
56. Endless, Nameless (The End of Music, Here I Am)
57. Even In His Youth
58. Everything and Nothing (The Rocker, Sappy "Gothic", The Grasshopper)
59. Faggot Wimps
60. Final Flight Flicker
61. The Extreme (If You Must, Happy Hour, Token Eastern Song)
62. Floyd the Barber
63. Formaldehyde (B.S. Jam)
64. Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge on Seattle
65. Freebird Jam (Lynyrd Skynyrd)
66. Freedom Of Choice (Spank Thru, Make it Big, Heartbreak, Love Is A Drag)
67. Gallons of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Thru The Strip(Demoltion, Sounds of Distortion)
68. Get Together (The Youngbloods) (Beginning of Territorial Pissings)
69. Going Blind (KISS)
70. Gotta Find A Way (Territorial Pissings)
71. The Grasshopper (Verse Chorus Verse, VCV, The Rocker, Sappy, Happy, Everything and Nothing)
72. Guide (Dive)
73. Gypsies, Tramps, and Thieves (Cher)
74. Hairspray Queen (Disco Goddess, Midnight)
75. Happy (Verse Chorus Verse, VCV, Sappy)
76. Happy Hour (If You Must, The Extreme)
77. Heartbreak (Spank Thru, Make It Big, Love is A Drag)
78. HeartShaped Box
79. HeartShaped Box (the fake keyboard version)
80. Help Me (Help Me, I'm Hungry, Nevermind)
81. Help Me, I'm Hungry (Help Me, Nevermind)
82. Here I Am (I Hate Myself and I Want to Die, Endless Nameless)
83. Here She Comes Now (Velvet Underground)
84. High On the Hog (TAD)(Alcohol)
85. Household Drugs (Tired, Pennyroyal Tea)
86. Hummingbirds From Hell
87. Hydroplane
88. I Hate Myself and I want to Die (Two Bass Kid)
89. If You Must (The Extreme, Happy Hour)
90. I'm Thinking
91. Immigrant Song (Led Zepplin)
92. Immodium (Breed)
93. Improvisation In His Hands (In His Room)
94. In His Room (In His Hands)
95. In Bloom (Not What it Means)
96. In The Pines (Leadbelly) (My Girl, Where Did You Sleep Last Night?)
97. Isabella (Jealousy)
98. It Takes A Time (Oh, the Guilt, Nevermind the Gulit)
99. It's Closing Soon (Drunk In Rio)
100. Jam (Led Zepplin) (Dazed and Confused, Dazed and Confused Jam)
101. Jealousy (Isabella)
102. Jesus Doesn't Want Me For A Sunbeam (The Vasilines)
103. Junkyard (Born In A Junkyard, Junkyard Song)
104. Junkyard Song (Junkyard, Born In A Junkyard)
105. Lake of Fire (Meat Puppets)
106. Laminated Effect
107. The Landlord
108. Land Torn Down
109. Leave Me Alone
110. The Limbo Rock
111. Lithium (Broken Mirrors)
112. Looking For Company (Misery Loves Company, Unexpected, Sad, Spectre)
113. Loser
114. Lounge Act
115. Love Buzz (Shocking Blue)
116. Love Gun (Led Zepplin)
117. Love Is A Drag (Spank Thru, Freedom Of Choice, Make it Big )
118. Make It Big (Spank Thru, Freedom of Choice, Love is a Drag)
119. The Man Who Sold The World (David Bowie)
120. Mardi Gras
121. Marigold (Want It All, Marogold)
122. Marijuana (MV, Moist Vagina)
123. Marogold (Want It All, Marigold)
124. Mary (All Apologies, No Apologies)
125. Meltdown Mexican Seafood (Dirty Digger)
126. Midnight (Disco Goddess, Hairspray Queen)
127. Milk It
128. Misery Loves Company (Unexpected, Sad, Looking For Company, Spectre)
129. MV (Marijuana, Moist Vagina)
130. Moby Dick (Led Zepplin)
131. Moist Vagina (MV, Marijuana)
132. Molly's Lips (The Vaselines) (She Said)
133. Mommy's Home (Sliver, Never Take Me Home, Take Me Home)
134. The Money Will Roll Right In (The Fang)
135. Montage of Heck (Bambi Slaughte)
136. More Than A Feeling (Boston)
137. Mr. Moustache
138. My Girl (Leadbelly) (In the Pines, Where Did You Sleep Last Night?)
139. My Sharona (The Knack)
140. Negative Creep
141. Never Take Me Home (Sliver, Mommy's Home, Take Me Home)
142. Nevermind (Help Me, I'm Hungry, Help Me)
143. Nevermind (The Guilt) (Oh, the Guilt, It Takes a Time)
144. New Poopy (New Wave)
145. Polly (Polly, Seed, Cracker, Punk Rock Polly)
146. No Apologies (All Apologies, Mary)
147. Noise Bleed (Buzz Cut)
148. Not What It Means (In Bloom)
149. On the Mountain (You Got No Right)
150. Oh, Me (Meat Puppets)
151. Oh, the Guilt (It Takes A Time, Nevermind the Guilt)
152. On A Plain
153. Opinion
154. Orowgahide
155. Our Little Song
156. Ourboros is Broken
157. Paper Cuts
158. Pay to Play (Stay Away)
159. Pen Cap Chew (Rise)
160. Pennyroyal Tea (Tired, Household Drugs)
161. Phone Conversation
162. Plateau (Meat Puppets)
163. Play that Funky Music (??)
164. Polly (New Wave Polly, Punk Rock Polly, Seed, Cracker)
165. Pretty Scary (Devo) (Turnaround)
166. The Priest They Call Him
167. Punk Rock Polly (Polly, New Wave Polly, Seed, Cracker)
168. Punk Theme (Smells Like Teen Spirit)
169. Radio Friendly Unit Shifter Ramble on Jam (Led Zepplin)
170. Rape Me (Break Me, Wreck Me)
171. Raunchola
172. Return of the Rat (The Wipers)
173. Rio (Duran Duran)
174. Rise (Pen Cap Chew)
175. Rock Whore (Crisco)
176. The Rocker (Everything and Nothing, The Grasshopper, Sappy "Gothic", The Rocker)
177. The Rose Run Rabbit, Run (The Smack)
178. Sacrifice (Flipper)
179. Sad (Unexpected, Misery Loves Company, Looking For Company, Spectre)
180. Sappy (Happy, Verse Chorus Verse, VCV)
181. Sappy "Gothic" (Everything and Nothing, The Grasshopper, The Rocker)
182. Scentless Apprentice
183. School
184. Scoff
185. Seasons In Hell
186. Seasons In The Sun (Terry Jacks)
187. Seed (Polly, Cracker, New Wave Polly, Punk Rock Polly)
188. Serve The Servants
189. Sex Bomb (Flipper)
190. She Said (The Vasilines) (Molly's Lips)
191. She Should (Been A Son)
192. Sifting (Sifting Jam)
193. Sifting Jam (Sifting)
194. Silent Night Situation Change (Blandest)
195. Sliver (Mommy's Home, Never Take Me Home, Take Me Home)
196. Smells Like Teen Spirit (Punk Theme)
197. Smells Like Teen Spirit "Gothic"
198. Something (Something In the Way)
199. Something In The Way (Something)
200. Son of A Gun (The Vasilines)
201. Sound Bentage
202. Sounds of Distortion (Gallons of Rubbing Alcohol Flow Thru the Strip, Demolition)
203. Spank Thru (Make It Big, Love is A Drag, Freedom of Choice)
204. Spectre (Misery Loves Company, Looking For Company, Sad, Unexpected)
205. Stain
206. Star Spangled Banner
207. Stay Away (Pay to Play)
208. Straight as An Arrow (The Wipers) (D7)
209. Suicide Samuri
210. Swap Meet
211. Sweet Emotions (Aerosmith)
212. Sweet Home Alabama (Lynyrd Skynyrd)
213. Take Me Home (Never Take Me Home, Sliver, Mommy's Home)
214. Talk To Me
215. Territorial Pissings (Gotta Find A Way)
216. Tired (Household Drugs, Pennyroyal Tea)
217. Token Middle Eastern Song tourette's (Downtown, Do It, The Eagle Has Landed)
218. Turnaround (Devo) (Pretty Scary)
219. Two Bass Kid (I Hate Myself and I Wanna Die)
220. Unexpected (Sad, Misery Loves Company, Looking For Company, Spectre)
221. VCV (Verse Chorus Verse, Happy, Sappy)
222. Vegetables
223. Vendettagainst
224. Verse Chorus Verse (VCV, Happy, Sappy)
225. Very Ape
226. Want I All (Marigold, Marogold)
227. Way of the World (Flipper)
228. Where Did You Sleep Last Night? (Leadbelly) (My Girl, In the Pines)
229. White Boy Funk
230. Wild Thing Jam (The Trogs)
231. Wreck Me (Rape Me, Break Me)

Email Roz Kurt is beautiful, Love him always.